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January 29, 2010 |
| The Search Within |
About me
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A puzzle in which it seems simple; yet it is the most profounded & complexed things that lay ahead for me.
One says he can
but the outer me
fights the inner me.
The struggle just to believe and know that it's already been accomplished.
When wrong seems right; and right seems wrong, and the the fight that you fight seems unwinnable. It is not a test or a trial, but yet it is the measure of your faith within.. |
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Thoughts
I know I say,
but what do I really know.
As It continue's to unfold in front of my eyes
What do I do??
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The Aftermath
In time they say the dreams will change.
After a while they say everything becomes normal again.
But when the dreams began to worsen
and life as you once knew it, never gets close to
becoming what it once was.
When emotions & cares seem pointless
and the desire to push on feels useless.
Then you realize the affect of it all.
The comrades that were lost.
The void & emptiness of a bond that was intertwinded & strong.
It lives forever & will never die.
Although the mental fight in the mind is continous,
One understands the ongoing struggle of the service man.
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