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| July 04 2009 13:01 |
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Woebegone sorrow
It may have been a joke to you
Abandoning me and watching as I fade to a colourless hue
But it drained every ounce of life from me
Rising the price of healing to an exhuberant fee.
Thanks to you now I know what it is
To have all the life from life itself amiss
Living every day is like singing a wordless melancholy song
Not diamonds,not rubies;it is for you that I long.
I threw a stone at the mirror and watched it shatter
Serving myself with 7 years of bad luck on a platter
With nowhere to go to,no one to look up to
I perish in oblivion waiting for you.
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| June 27 2009 14:50 |
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Wounded
I never saw it coming....
How could I've been so blind
You were like the sun im my sky
Was it the impairing mist of love that made me think,
Deceit and betrayal was not your kind?
My mind is spinning,my soul is aching and my heart is bleeding
There doesn't seem to be a remedy;a cure,
What I need is a angel to soothe this writhing
Cant live like this anymore.
If I open up my wounded heart like a child,
Would it revive in you feelings that were once true?
Would it make you reminisce
And rue for all the agony I went through?
Nevertheless seared with the pain you put me through
Trying to hold on in desperation
In solitude I've found my refuge,
Waiting till I meet my salvation.
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| June 26 2009 16:05 |
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Enduring loss and pain
It pierces my soul to not have you by my side everyday,
Paling life's colourful memories to horrid gray,
It hurts not to have your presence near mine,
Its like looking at sun without a shine.
Crying every night washes away the indelible pain,
Only for it to return the next day again,
Feeling cold without the warmth of your words wrapped around me,
Enduring pain scrutinizes every part of my body.
When you left so did the essence of life,
Stabbing into me loniless with a knife,
I promise to make up for all that I lack,
But all I want is for you to come back.
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| June 29 2009 21:32 |
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Hidden Beauty
Said once the diamond to the mine
"I've the most beautiful glow and shine
A treat for the Gods and a mortals pride
As well as the benefactor of radiance on the face of a bride
Yet under this rife mud and filth I hide,elusive
Eroding impurities veiling my envious glimmer
Unseen,unkempt till a drill pierces into my disguised shimmer"
To this answered the mine in a rather didactic drawl
"Dearest offspring,your naïveté I well comprehend
Many generations of you have monotonously asked me with same intend
That why your lusture must be hidden in my filthy shrine
When you ought to be exposed to the world with beauty so fine
But remember,as you continue to whine and bewail
Only the most beautiful things are kept to remain unspoiled under a veil."
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| June 26 2009 14:55 |
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Left Alone
You walked away without a message or a sign
Etching your presence all over this heart of mine
If I put you in my shoes maybe you would realise
What it feels like to die on cold ice.
Here I stand impregnated with resounding regret
Trying to erase memories I cant forget
Yet still harbouring a shattered dream
Wounded heart,scarred soul and a broken realm.
Cant stop thoughts of you from running through my mind all day
So much that its getting hard for me to live this way
I walk the streets with a wish in my head
To prefer this choice of life to death instead
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