whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought

The Days of my Life...
Whisper my name
Shout it out
Rambling emotions
Swirling about
Am I happy
Am I sad
Feel, the feelings
The strangest, I've had
A tempest of thoughts
Pull me about
Don't know, what I'm expecting
So filled with doubt
A menagerie, of pictures
Roar through my head
Some have no meaning
Some say all...
That needs ,to be said
A flickering memory
Passes me by
A moment, to break me
A moment, I cry
Fading images
Faraway dreams
Filled with adventure
Some, so extreme
Quickly, and silently
They drift away
My heart, and my soul
Beg them to stay
Sadness, envelopes me
Fills me, with strife
So are gone...
The Days, of my Life

Thoughts....
Late at night, when all is still
I try not to think
In the mist of a, raging storm
In the beauty of a, new dawned morn
wrapping me, in a web of truth
or is it all, just a spoof
what lays ahead, I cannot see
what shakes my soul,what frightens me
give it up, to him so strong
Am I right, or am I wrong
What is destiny
A excuse, to let life just be
A escape, from reality
Do we create, by choices made
Our life ahead,or is it planned
A virtual ride, on a rollacoaster
peaks, and valleys, dips, and climbs
barren roads,twists and winds
Endless journey, a short time
Should I struggle, exert my will
Life can be, such a bitter pill
sunrise beauty, sunset dear
What do I, take from here
Create a memory, so devine
fill my space, and my time
Believe in the magic, of a kiss
Is there any, sense in this
Care about, my fellow man
Reach out, and touch a hand
Look outward, for a special land
Search inward, to understand
Let emotions, fill my heart
feel the pain, Don't fall apart
Put on a rugged, gamey, face
wipe my tears, don't leave a trace
leave them for the world, to see
accept it all, as part of life
Just let it be
See the beauty, all around
sing a song, never frown
wear my love, on my sleeve
hide away, what it means, to me
To myself, always be true
do I lead, or follow you
Always be strong, can this be wrong
True feelings, can reveal
Let beauty show, from deep within
This is how ,I truely feel

winding twisting
where is your fate
travel the highway
before it's to late
curving and swerving
avoiding the fall
wondering aimlessly
heeding the call

His Fathers Son
Life is a mystery
how you love
To later reveal
How you hate
The care of a child
A sibling
To nurture
To respond, to a need
Years pass
The child, now a man
Who is he
How did all, this indifference
manifest, it's ugly way
where did ,the soft spoken, child go
Hatred, such a bitter word
Sadley, it's all I can feel, now
Evil, and Blackened, soul
Greed, and vengance
Crippling, egotistical, being
Power, and demands
You are ,your Fathers son
But at last ,you lie ,to his face
You scar ,the sad existance, of his pride
Nothing left, but a broken man
betrayed ,by what he saw, as strength
To your Mother, you bring pain
He doesn't care
Set aside the tales
made, in your twisted, mind
It's too late, to try, to explain

Follow your Heart
here it is
not my head
a vast emotion
I feel
its real
here it is
deep valley
drenched with love
not my soul
here it is
reach out
can't touch
still I feel it
very much
it tells me
let me lead the way
should I leave
or should I stay
never will I go away
it's happy
nearly all the time
sometimes it smiles
although I cry
like it knows
better than I
sometimes
It is good to cry
and when it seems
it will break in two
and I know not
what to do
somehow
it knows
just what to do
listen
and I will know too
let me lead
use you head
and follow
the futures bright
for your tomorrow
I can not touch
only feel
my heart will show me
what is real