whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought

What You Bring
warm and fuzzy
soft, and kind
leaving all the past behind
aching,longing
seeking blind
hoping for happiness
to find
beating softly
up the pace
seeing you
watching your face
oh, the eyes
your secrets tell
your smile elates
you weave your spell
your words, they sooth
your care, it brings
a peace inside
my heart, it sings
the mystery
how it all began
is etched upon
the drifting sand
the waves they wash
away with grace
the startled look
upon my face
you were sent
so it seems
to answer all
my hopes,and dreams

A Thought...
so many sorrows in life
so many moments
that take away our breath
make us want
for the will
to go on
so many heartaches
moments of pain
why is it so
the moments of joy
are always clouded
by the shadows
of the past
how do we erase
the shadows
how do we escape
the pain
I see the happiness
in the distance
it makes me smile
dispite the tears
I see the break
in the clouds
where the sun shines through
I reach for the stars
the wonder
of what lays there
I reach for the love
I feel in my heart
but the distance
is to far
for my reach
I will always try
to reach my dreams
and achieve my goals
what else can I do

My Reason...
when the sun sets today, will i still see tomorrow?will things done, and things said, still be remembered? will words told have changed, life beyond repair, or have solved the problems of yesterday? oh my reasons are so clear, and i dont want to inflict pain .i just want to clear the doubts ,and reasons, for the pain. i want to protect the future, and remain loyal to my lifes destiny. i must clear the way ,for a better day.my motives are pure, my reasons are without malious.my hope is for healing.to make aware, the ones who could be the next ,victims of the ways of the past.to be fore warned, is to be fore armed. this is what i intend to create,.a protective mode of the future.will the inocent ears here my words, and understand them? will the anger created ,distroy all sense of bond? oh let my fears be quiet ,let my words explain. let my heart ,show my purpose.not to place blame, not to cry my song, but to save from a fate, i dont want them to suffer.a insult, that is capable of causing pain ,and destruction.oh please, let not the sins of another, touch them, to cause them distrust of me.i have remained true. i would give my heart, and soul ,to protect them.i have made so many mistakes, but they were born of love .this was the only way, i knew to protect, and preserve, what i created. forgive me ,for loving so truely ,and sincerely.my prayer, is to clear the past ,and allow a place of healing.a new beginning.let my words, ring true, do not let me hold back anything, no matter how difficult the facial expressions, or the pain ,in the eyes of the injured.let me accomplish my goal, and remove the past, protect the future, and resolve the pain.let me find ,the way to create the healing ,i vowed my hands, to restore.let the ears it falls upon, be open and receptive, to my meanings.my support, gives me strength, and my want, gives me power. let my heart, find the way.the depth of my passion, will lead my soul

At Night
Soft in a cloud of feathers
to cushion my weary head,
troubles melt quickly into the darkness,
a smile dances over my lips,
eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams.
Here I touch you, hold you close,
in my thoughts I have you engraved,
imprinted upon on my heart,
my sanity, when you are gone.
I wait, wonder how long will it be?
How long, my love, until you are with me?
I see the dark sky,
laden with precious sparkles,
I smile again, and I picture you,
watching these same stars too
Your name leaves my lips
the window opens wide,
my kiss blows with the breeze.
When you catch it will you smile?
Sadness sinks his arms around me,
I long to be with you,
to touch with desire,
already in our heart
Come to me, the wind whispers,
come with me, my love,
and dream our sweet dreams,
until reality comes.

Just Me....
just trying to be me, i guess i didnt see,what was just, in front of me. you came along ,and showed me ,i was wrong,and now ,my heart has, a brand new song . i carry in my heart ,a new thought of me, one who is needed, and one who is free. to be cared about, and without a doubt ,respected, needed, and free. appreciated for who i am , and not repressed ,and told that im not ,the best. i now know, what they said, was not true, it all was so hurtful, it made me ,so blue. i now know ,i am what i feel ,and what i see ,in your eyes.free at last, from all of the lies.never again to feel the pain ,nothing to lose ,so much to gain.i see now ,it was in front of my eyes ,,just covered up, by all of the lies.you cleared the way, for me to see, demand i looked, and then i found me.,for this, and more, i will always be , so thankful to you, for making me see. helping me set, my damaged heart free.