whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought

You
You are my air
The sun in my day
The moon in my night
The spring in my step
You are my everything.

You are the stars in the sky
The birds in the trees
The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine.

Without the light you put into my life
I would be nothing
A single leaf on the ground in autumn,
Lost, forgotten, alone.

Before i knew you,
I was nothing.
Now I am everything,
With you at my side,
I am invincible!

A New, and Magical Day
i open my eyes to a brand new day, i sense the beauty is here to stay.i feel the wonder of your gentle touch , my soul is longing for you, so much.i see your eyes in front of me, ingrained in my heart, they will always be. i anticapate your awaited call,i hear your voice, and it says it all. my day begins with such joy within, the happiness will now begin. your laughter, is a contagious thing, to my life ,so much you bring. your mischievious smile ,and devious ways, bring to me ,so much , these days. that little boy smile, and sexy way ,melts my heart each and every day. when night arrives and i close my eyes, i end it with a special prayer, thanking him, for you being there. over the miles i feel your care ,and understand why you are there. i ask for patience ,and for time , until the sea ,you can cross, and hold me in your arms, sharing all the dreams we lost. until that day, ill always be, holding onto your memory! starting my day, with your smile, in my heart, ending it with your eyes ,in my mind , until the happiness, we find.

Hidden Emotions
ill hide in here ,ill stay for awhile. nothing to to hurt for no need to smile. darkness surrounds me staring within, call out my name you will not come in.hidden by darkness ,safe is my soul, stay away from your madness, that is my goal. sheltered by silence , driven by fear, my heart beating loudly is all i can hear. locked in this dark cell , no movement i see hiding from your pain, thats where ill be. safe in this haven i will stay, away from the anger, forever ill pray. be free my spirit , be free my past, for all of my lifetime, ill be free, at last.

Ride
ride the roller coaster , until it stops!
roller coaster over the top ,rolling ,speeding, flying around. never knowing ,whats up ,or whats down. faster, and wilder, i fly by the signs, taking my breath ,as i tumble around. twirling ,and tossing, zipping across, the wide open spaces ,i feel like im lost. so is my life ,like a carnival ride, no where to go ,no where to hide. faster, and wilder, i spin off the ground, time zooming by me, not to be found. moments, and hours ,falling away, hoping to find, more time in a day. cant stop the music, that plays in the past ,neither a slow song, or one that is fast. zipping ,and zooming, it slips out of sight ,evenings , into mornngs ,days, into nights. where will it stop ,i do not know, will i then be ready, to go. twisting, and turning, i lose my breath, such, a precious time to remember, until there is death

Appearances
I stare into the mirror.
Staring at what looks like me,
But isn't.
That's not my reflection.
It's the appearance I thought I hid.
It's the screaming I hear
Inside my head.
It appears in the mirror.
An apparition of the past.
The thoughts I feel
Became physical,
No longer mental.
My eyes stared back at me.
That sad, lonely face appeared.
And for an instant I saw my strength.
The strength I thought I lost
A once strong person on the outside,
Becomes how she feels on the inside.
Lost, but with a glint of hope.
Barely there, tiny in size,
But nevertheless
The strength I need,
To move away from the mirror image.