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whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought |
| June 09 2009 18:51 |
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NO
no choice, no voice, no solution, no resolve, deep discontent.where to turn, what to expect, my lonely heart. pain intense, searing,deep to the soul. agonizing waves of fear and emotional distress. where to turn, why must this be, how can it be so?shaking, as if a extreme cold has reached the core of my existance. no life , no need, no acceptance.
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| June 09 2009 18:49 |
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Hugs
wrapped in a blanket of comfort
the essense of the being
need to feel the touch
protected, enclosed in warmth
encircled in a force of compassion
expression of caring
at the root of your soul
stimulating and sensual
nurturing and contentment
or pressing and sugestive
tender or strong
comforting or restaint
a hug can mean so much
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| June 09 2009 18:48 |
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Across The Seas
Subject: Base Blog
across the seas ....
your words,
so hard to read
tender thoughts
express the need
careful placement
protect the heart
read between
a fire to start
know your wants
see your eyes
in the night
i hear your cries
distance keeps us
far apart
ever close in our hearts
life must render
sadness too
want so much
to be with you
friends forever
what we are
stil we hope
upon the star
in our same skies
different hours
grant our dreams
with your powers
fill the emptiness within
let our lives begin again
never say never
that is our cry
wishing and hoping
until i die
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| June 09 2009 18:46 |
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The Revolving Door
open to traffic coming and going
enter, exit, at your whim
creating circles ,within itself
flailing movements, in my being
no sense, no pattern
around and around
no one stays long
no one questions why
nothing to see
nothing to do
spinning , turning
leaving a mark
footsteps to nowhere
should one stay
more than one trip around
would cause a motion
that may spin ,out of control
what if......
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| June 09 2009 18:44 |
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The End
empty emotions, sidetracked by defeat
careless sayings, then retreat
vacant words, no sign of care
endless thoughts ,take you there
as if it a motionless ,emotion
what if its real
how could you start to knowing
how could you even feel
numbness circulates
creating a vaccum, in your mind
never any pain
no one ,could ever find
lack of complication
dreaded sense of doubt
no one ,gets close enough
to ever ,bring you down
symptoms of delusion
tread so carefully
words of a mad man
all you ever see
trusting no one
smiling ,at your fate
kiss of death, they offer
no its not to late
sensless applications
drowning in the spell
window to the sadness
another trip to hell
rising from the ashes
touching no ones heart
another empty gesture
from ending ,to the start
fake, and meaningless
exagerated words
empty promises
never even heard
distant voices calling
laughter in the dark
sinister the truth remains
another worthless game
selfish wants ,enter here
no matter, what the cost
another face
another game
no matter, nothing lost
explosive being ,suffer now
your pain ,and agony
what goes around ,comes around
its price, so high to pay
to lose the life ,you didnt want
instead ,the one you got
wallow in the money
lonliness your friend
this is what you asked for
this is how it ends
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