whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought

The Silken Web
somewhere is a answer
somewhere are my dreams
the answers to my questions
so far away it seems
somewhere is a message
read between the lines
somewhere is a feeling
is or isnt mine
holding all the clues
in a silken web
holding all my thoughts
from my heart and from my head
remembering the yesterdays
looking forward too
feeling all the feelings
shared between me and you
drifting like a cloud
changing shape you see
knowing that it will never
be as it seems to be
sharing something simple
yet so complex
in my life i will always wonder
what is coming next
thankful for the moments
thankful for the days
knowing that what was
will never go away
nothing can take
what i hold so deep inside
the memories of your words
the look between our eyes
engraved upon my heart
like a very fine tattoo
with me forever
in all i'll ever do
above all else
we can not have
its simple
and its true
we hold a very special key
for only me and you
it opens up eternity
and in the future too
it carries all the promises
a lifetime for me and you

The Chain
chains that bind
reminders of time
holding fast
to the past
chains dont tell
of the hells
link by link
they join together
holding memories
in the clasp

Out of Reach Out of Time
my friend, my lover, my elusive star
time so short , dont know where you are
deep emotions, running fast
time escapes us, much to fast
dreams we shared, slip away
we will never, see the day
laughter shared,is now so still
happy moments, now i fill
bitter tears, now i shed
fills my heart and soul,with dread
is this all that life allows,
a taste ,of what should have been
a glimpse, of a magical thought
a lesson learned , but never taught
a time of need, that we shared,
a time we showed, how much we cared
mystery never solved, open ended tale
a never ending song, its melody goes on
maybe in another life, the answer will reveal
this love of never ending time, is so very real

Replaced
all my hopes, and dreams, are dead
the fears, and nightmares, fill my head
my heart ,and soul ,are filled with dread
a shimmering star, that once shone so bright
clouded now, by twilight
a moonbeam, once glimmered upon the water
no longer does it dance
it's left my life, and now i'm lost
enveloped in a trance
the crystal twinkle, of an eye
i no longer see
only empty promises
seem to follow me
a heart felt smile, a warm embrace
no longer do i feel
emptiness ,surrounds my life
nothing, is for real
as the tall oak, drops its leaves
and autumn winds predict
a cold ,and bitter wind
causes so much pain
it's anguish it inflicts

Maybe I am not ....
who you think i am
i am just me
skin and bones, w/ lots of fluff
heart, and soul,more than enough
eyes, that seek, hands to touch
a soul ,that cares, so very much

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i think way to much
i hurt for the world, and all of its pain
i try to show love , nothing to gain

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i dream of a life filled, with peace
the superficial, is not what i need
i see beauty, in all that surrounds
i feel for you ,when your feeling down

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i see your soul ,through your eyes
i know, in my heart, it never lies
my hands, i choose ,to bring comfort, not pain
i see the beauty ,of sunshine, and rain

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i dont, have the answers ,to the reasons why
but respect, all your thoughts, well at least i try

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i value, the simple things in life
children, and animals rule
pure are thier hearts, devoted, and true
look at the faces , youll see it too

maybe i'm not who you think i am
i believe, that its true
magical words, written in a song
the story, ln it you'll see
wonderful words, inside a tune
written only for me