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What IS...IS
It could be, set to music. A sad song ,of life. People playing games! You get what you give. When you get it ,you are shocked! What is up, with that? Oh yes, lets cry to the ones ,you have hurt the most! Sad ,sick person. I resolve today, to explain no more. I will carry myself ,with the dignity, I deserve. I am amazed ,at how little I care. It seems, there is, no pain left inside.The anger, I felt also has mostly left. In its place ,a sadness, for my choices, but a light ahead, to guide the way. A gift, or a well deserved, and earned ,reality. I devoted ,my whole life, to what I created. I, who gave my all. I will not ,continue to explain! know me! A super being, I am not. A disappointed soul ,I am! Not a person, without faults, nor a creature ,who hasn't made mistakes. I refuse, to continue on, bitter, and waste, what is left! I deserve happiness. I deserve to live, my way .To enjoy, what is. Accept me, for what I choose. Accept my freedom, my needs, my happiness ,and choices! Do not ,watch over my shoulder, waiting to critiize ,my every move. Realize ,I may not always ,do it your way, and you may not ,always understand. Its called respect ,and trust! I am the same, that I always have been.I am me! Sadly you see, what you consider ,my faults, but ,if you stepped back, you looked at your mistakes, your own actions ,you would better understand ,and see why. Dont judge me , I'm not yours, to judge! Accept me ,as I am. I have given you, my all. Now I give to myself! I deserve this, its all I have left. Dont distroy ,what is pure, and good. My love ,is unconditional.You can't have ,both the truth, you ask for, and the shield of lies, I used, to protect you, for so many years.I can not ,change what is, anymore than ,I could control ,anothers actions. Lord knows, I tried. I can only be me, and hope someday, you will understand! I love you, with all that I am! I hope that speaks for itself, and is enough!
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