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whatever moves me .. sometimes its real, sometimes a fleeting thought |
| August 18 2009 10:01 |
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changes
changes are inevitable
almost always a direct cause
some self intended
some a act of fate
all are a growing experience
the challenge is to move forward
to accept and remain positive
to find a way to use them to excel
an adventure into self growth
a test of strength and endurance
find the beauty
find the happiness
expect the unexpected
embrace the posibilities
savor the love
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| July 29 2009 08:32 |
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I must be....
nowhere to go
can't run away
this loneliness
is here to stay
life is like
a restless heart
disaster
tearing it apart
my world
as it used to be
exists no longer
so you see
freedom
has a terrible price
it's emptiness
don't feel so nice
It's not a choice
It's not a wish
It's not the way
you think it is
A lifetime
with so many goals
all lost inside
a big dark hole
I gave
so much
you cared
so little
threw it all away
I must move on
despite the pain
I need some sun
to fight the rain
to find a place
where I can be
whatever there
is left of me
a struggle
deep inside myself
to find
the place to be
whatever
God has set to be
I must be
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| July 29 2009 08:14 |
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Two souls
It's over
can't close my mind
It's over
no peace can I find
sleep eludes
my restless soul
mind and body
pay the toll
distant sound
I cannot make
where it comes from
is it fake
soon discover
from it's source
a message so it seems
two missed calls
in the night
your words whispered
It's not a dream
seeking sadly
from far away
I know just how you feel
to move the mountains
cross the sea
wishing you could come to me
your voice portays
a sadden man
I wish I could reach out
and take your hand
I can't reach you
You can't reach me
off to the pub
you say you'll be
I've felt it
Oh, so many times
These feelings
just will never die
life has played
a unkind trick
A love from far away
A life that's
never ment to be
A pain that never
goes away
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| July 26 2009 13:34 |
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by the campfire
tequila night
stars shining bright
good friends all around
marguritas mix
shots called
lemon and salt
tequila night
fun and laughter abound
barefooting on
the cool night ground
who eats the worm
mescal no not I
into the campfire
it does fly
laughter and music
lights fill the sky
old stories and new
as the evening rolls by
tequila night
fun is shared
so happy my best friends
all were there
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| July 24 2009 12:03 |
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moving on
where do we go from here
where is the sign
life filled wih questions
answers hard to find
day by day I wonder
do I wait or make a move
time passes quickly
but it doesnt seem to move
one step and then another
one foot in front and back
follow where it leads me
never looking back
painful indecision
tearing at my soul
making all the right moves
truely is my goal
feeling without seeing
hearing without touch
am I reading into this
way to much
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