Hurt, Pain, Love, Happiness, mostly feelings

Lady M!!

She is my everything. I would give her the world if i could i love her more then she will eva kno. i dont wanna lose her to anyone or to anything, so i gotta keep my shyt together. we have been through ups n downs, n we stayed together after all the shyt her mother tried to do to our friendship and relationship.

 I stayed by her side when her mother was treating her like she wasnt human b/c she wanted to be bisexual. I Even stayed wen she was with them dudes even after i told her to break it off with them. Everyone was like if she hurting u so much then y was/ are u still with her.

n to answer that i guess b/c we are so different but so alike in so many ways. its like we can read each other mind by just looking into each other eye's, or just look at the way they are acting. Most of the time she is way more easier to talk to n she listen to everything i say, no matter how much she doesnt want to listen.

Must say neva thought about a future with anyone but her. no matter how hard i tried to think of a future with others before her i couldnt it was just a live in the moment with them kinda thing. with her i want to live n spend the rest of my life with her n only her. i really could give to shyts wat our parent approve or disapprove its our life not theirs.

n i think of it this way maybe we was put in each others lives for a reason! we just have to figure out wat that reason is! n if god really didnt want us to be in a relationship or even a friendship he wouldnt have let us meet in the first place.

 Everyone that is put in ur life is there for a reason good or bad they still was in it fo a second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year! how ever long they was in ur lif they had a reason a purpose. even though me n her mother dont get along at all i still put up with her b/c of my wifey.

its kinda funny b/c my mother kinda doesnt like her either but thats only b/c she didnt get to kno her yet wen she get to kno her then maybe she'll like her. but her mother on the other hand is not up to getting to kno me for shyt. n i really dont care i really dont need her approval to do nothing in my life or to be friends with her daughter.

I love her with all my heart n soul, i would give up everything just to be with her, if i had the money i would move her n myself out of our parents house n into our own apartment so we can live in peace n be us. not have to hide our relationship from ppl. the world n or family would kno that we are together.

We have been together for 8months, we have out lasted some of my old relatioships, but not her's. we have to be together fro a year n 2 months to out last hers. which i kno wil happen. i take it as we was ment to be! So i really dont care if n e one reads this or not i just had to get it off my chest! n mind! well good night!

Thoughts

Thoughts of u being there for me.

 Thoughts of u kissing me n me kissing u.

Thought of the time we have an to come.

Wondering if i should get with him. thought of trying to make

s**t work wen i kno its not going to work.

Thoughts of u being there for me with out me tellin u.

Thoughts are like dreams without them u wouldn't be u.

 Wondering if ur thoughts are like mine.

Can't stop thinking about u, everyday i want to talk to u,

hear ur voice an be ur woman.

but all those females u been with messed up ur head an

u can't see that a real woman is sitting right in ur face.

I treat u with the respect u need, listen to u even if ur not talkin about s**t.

Would be honest with u an neva hurt u like the other women u messed with.

Support u in wat eva u do, neva put u down, neva make u feel like s**t.

But At the end all these r just thoughts hope u would make them come true.

Emotional Roller Coaster

We Up.

We Down.

We Happy.

We Sad.

Why?

Are we Arguing.

Hurting.

Losing Trust.

Losing Us.

Why?

Our Love is Fading.

Why?

One minute your Crying.

One minute my heart is Crying.

Why?

We Kiss.

We Hug.

 We Love.

We Trust.

Why?

Next minute trust isn’t There.

Next minute love isn’t There.

Next minute Communication is Gone.

Why?

We don’t  want to see each Other.

We don’t touch like we use Too.

We don’t kiss like we use Too.

Why?

We hide our feelings from each Other.

We walk right pass each other like we don’t go Together.

Why?

We lost all Hope.

We lost all Thought.

We lost our Love.

Why?

Because we’re on an Emotional Roller Coaster!