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a litlle story about a lonley girl |
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she was born among strangers
people that dint belong
she tried to remember faces
that changed all along
she learnt how to walk
not knowing how and when
she remembered her nanny
who remained till she was ten
she never saw her mama
except when she drove away
dada was always busy
all night and day
she did not know Christmas
Santa never came
she was always left lonely
and dint know who to blame
she went to school alone
with no one to say goodbye
no one to ask how the day was
desperate she would cry
she waited to show dada
her report card
she always tried to please him
she always worked so hard
she tried to dress like mama
some days when she saw her dress
she just wanted mama to hold her
and longed for her caress
she realised with time that
they had other things to do
they were never there
and time just merely flew
she was left with no feelings
she was left feeling numb
she dint know right or wrong
she drowned herself in rum
at 16 she was an alcoholic
she dint care anymore
she knew she wont find the love
or someone to adore
she went to school drunk
it made her ease the pain
she dint have any issues
nuthing to complain
she thought she found love
when she met him that night
but it was just a fling to him
she had nuthing left to fight
she bought her last bottle
and drank till she could
she swallowed some headache pills
and it finally felt good
she lay in hope that night
someone would come and find
but her hopes died inside
in her empty mind
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