Let the dark drag you into my black broken heart...

Forbidden '
It's me alright, someone not perfect

I am just loosing hope by everytime I am without you

Becuase I know your so forbidden

A very expensive brand I cannot have

Your so untouchable

That just look at you makes me cry

Because your are what I wanted most in my life

Now we are crossing different paths

You friends are my foes

There's not point to go on

I should have left long time ago

Your not what I expected

Even worse that I hopped you not to be

Times go by and suddendly I felt no worry

Since I don't love you

Becuase I know your so forbidden

A very expensive brand I cannot have

Your so untouchable

That just look at you makes me cry

Because your are what I wanted most in my life

GrayScale Butterfly
Hi, I am Grayscale and I am dying inside

I got no colors but doent mean I got not happines.

Why no one gets that part? I am not sick

My head is more healthy than yours becuase I am awake

Why should I smile? is that the only thing that comforts happines to you...

If I am not death why I feel so low?

Who cut my wings to heaven,

What is it anyway that its so forbiden to me?

I am only siner of my own existence

and I DONT NEED NO ONE TO REFRESH ME THAT.

I AM Melancholy, the voice of sorrow! the tears and fears.

This heart of glass couldnt smash so hard, these memories are wroted in my skim to remind me how much times you ever hurt me.

This is not my end but neither my beggining, the wounds will NEVER HEAL and no more verses will be blammed on you...look what you done to me.

Liar

I wake up at the middle of the night

Just thinking of what I said tonight

Those lies stuck in my head

That won’t just let me go

Help me

I am can’t myself anymoew

Somehow they started to be real

Let’s hide with a smile and also a tong



Why I have to be so stupid like everybody else?

Since I don’t fit in

Sometimes I just can’t believe what’ve become

Or how I came up with that

But there’s nothing else I cannot hide than my inner depression

Low self eestem

It’s hard to play the brave part

Like you



Help me I am consuming myself with my lies

Somehow they turned real

I can’t find myself anymore

Let’s hide that with a smile and a tong



I am forced to grin to my foes

And socalize with strangers

As I told you

I am not myself anymore!

Can you cover that with more lies

One more time?



Lair...I am a lair

(I can’t take it anymore)

Lair...I am lair

Yes I am

I am a dirty liar!



But don’t you think I don’t feel

Since I am trasparent to you...

My Smile
Eveytime you see me smile it's becuase I don't want you to feel sorry for me, but that smile is A FAKE.
I am a mess of unfilled needs. I am never okay, don't think you are the one who will make my day.
I am fake, I don't feel love after all the night screaming.
Who cares if I laid once with you, I was being used....
who cares if my wrist keep bleeding? If you see me smiling is becuase I am dying inside.
I don't exist anymore in this valley of tears...I got no more to shade from crying .
There's not such things as hope or love 'cause in this life time I will never find. I am all alone tonight....
looking for the thing that will get rid off my life.

Our Own Living Hell
The hate between us..

Isn't underneath us

We are who suffers

When our worlds collide

Why we make us religions to break us apart


This is our internal undone

To make us a ceiling measured with hell?

Why the fear is taking us all?


No one can judge you

Where will you go on your afterlife!

Immortal soul have you been corrupted by prejudice?

Hell is our living

The rage of humanity

Bad deeds are just deeds

Neither good nor evil are the decisions


This is our internal undone

The mistake of generations

The loathed cycle

Hell is in our minds

How come religions separate us from the truth?


Faith is our killer

An excuse to save us

we lead our own destiny


Nobody lives forever

Nobody fears Heaven

Nobody has the blame

Nobody is safe


The mass is unthinkable

They sure are zombies

Completing the same hated cycle

Falling apart our own hope

This is our internal undone

We are who suffers in their own hell